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  <title>Searching for that tropical paradise</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:28:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>THE CHANGE WE NEED IS HERE!</title>
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  <description>OBAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IS MY PRESIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THANK GOODNESS!&lt;br /&gt;The right choice has been made, with all respect!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHANGE FOR THE MIDDLE WORKING CLASS AND FOR THE ENTIRE U.S.A!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 28 Oct 2007 01:18:40 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Whales&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For most people, dreaming about whales is a pleasant experience. These huge water dwelling mammals may be symbolic of the connection that exists between the unconscious and conscious mind. They may represent the dreamer&apos;s level of awareness, perceptiveness, and intuition. Some think that they represent our emotional power or are messengers from the spiritual realms. If the ocean waters were turbulent, and the whale in your dream was unpredictable or on the attack, considers the emotional environment in your every day life. Under such unpleasant dream circumstances, these large animals may represent overwhelming emotional or psychological issue and problem.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 13 Oct 2007 08:24:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Precordial Catch Syndrome (PCS)</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;That Sharp Pain in your Chest&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you ever get a piercing pain in your chest, usually on your left side under your rib, which almost feels like a bubble ready to burst? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It causes you to catch your breath, and you try not to breathe in or breathe out too much because it’s extremely painful either way. You take short, staggered breaths and try not to move. Finally, you work up the courage to take a sharp inhale or exhale. You feel a sensation similar to a “bubble” bursting and the pain is gone. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What is this strange sensation that is so painful and uncomfortable? It is actually a very common condition and most people have experienced it. The medical term for this occurrence is Precordial Catch Syndrome. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Many people mistakenly believe that they are having a heart attack at the onset of this type of pain. While the pain is strong and located in an area that would seem like the heart, this condition is not a heart attack, nor is it heart related. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Precordial Catch Syndrome (PCS) is the most common cause of recurring chest pain. It is also sometimes known as “a stitch in the side” or “Texidor’s twinge”. It occurs most often in children and teenagers, but does persist into adulthood as well. The pain occurs just under the left nipple, near where you feel the heart beat most strongly on the front of the chest, and comes on very suddenly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This extremely sharp pain causes a person to not want to move or breathe. This is where the “catch” part of the name is derived. Any movement or breathing only seems to intensify the pain. The pain usually lasts for around 30 seconds to 1 minute before disappearing. Sometimes the pain will suddenly disappear upon taking a strong breath or moving suddenly as well. This can almost feel like a “pop” of an imaginary “bubble”.  After the pain is gone, there is usually a dull ache that lingers. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These onsets of pain can occur frequently, sometimes several times a day, and can occur when exercising, resting, or when in virtually any other state. Doctors have not been able to correlate PCS with any particular triggers, such as heavy activity or the like. However, there are some doctors that believe things like heavy or irregular breathing or even posture could play some type of role in bringing about an episode of PCS. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At this time, doctors and researchers do not know what causes the pain associated with PCS. The most accepted theory is that the pain is the result of a pinched nerve somewhere. Due to the fact that the onsets of PCS are so quick and disappear just as quickly, it’s hard for doctors to actually see the condition “in action”. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While doctors aren’t sure of the actual causes, they are sure that it poses no danger. They believe it to be a completely benign condition and is most certainly not cause for alarm. For this reason, there is not a lot of information or studies regarding the physical cause of PCS available. Doctors feel no need to intensify study of something they know to be only a “minor inconvenience”. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only real worry is that sometimes, what seemed like PCS, could possibly turn out to be something more serious. The following are signs of more concerning illness: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;• Chest pain that extends into the left side of the jaw or arm &lt;br /&gt;• Chest pain that a person describes as a “heavy” feeling &lt;br /&gt;• Pain that does not improve at least a little after 24 hours of regular doses of ibuprofen &lt;br /&gt;• Fever &lt;br /&gt;• Cough, especially a cough that produces phlegm (&quot;flem,&quot; or “flame&quot;) &lt;br /&gt;• Extreme anxiety with the pain or a feeling of “impending doom” &lt;br /&gt;• Blueness or paleness of the lips or fingernails &lt;br /&gt;• An irregular, rapid, or pounding heart rate &lt;br /&gt;• Marked difficulty breathing or catching one’s breath (different from mild pain with breathing)&lt;br /&gt;If any of these occur, please be sure to call your doctor’s office right away. These could be indications of a more serious and potentially threatening condition. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People experiencing PCS need no particular treatment at all. Usually, just the reassurance that they aren’t having something dangerous happening is all that they need to hear to set their minds at ease. PCS should not interfere with normal activity, and there’s no reason to use any form of medication. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you are experiencing PCS, it may be worth a visit to the doctor just to go over the symptoms to be sure that it is not a different condition that could be more serious. Doctors can easily tell the difference between a serious heart condition and Precordial Catch Syndrome just by talking with the patient, and doing a physical examination. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the meantime, you can rest assured that your extremely painful, stabbing feeling is completely normal and only a “minor inconvenience”. And remember, the key to getting rid of the pain quickly is to just work up the courage to take that deep breath, scream in pain, and be done with it.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 06:05:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i LOVE MARCOS</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2006 17:55:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>hahahaha</title>
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  <description>start exercising.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 29 Jul 2006 05:05:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Amazing.</title>
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  <description>I&apos;m in pines and just contemplating about the situations going on around me. It&apos;s quite depressing but I chose to look for afar and laugh. WHy laugh? Because the fact that things seem so fragile and break so easily is just, amazing. &lt;br /&gt;Lord, I think we need more band-aids.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2005 18:20:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>thought</title>
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  <description>&quot;People can understand that medicine isn&apos;t black and white, that it&apos;s an art.&quot;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:34:22 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 28 May 2005 23:57:08 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Did Kristin Baker really delete her livejournal..?&lt;br /&gt;where is she?</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 May 2005 06:43:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>para mi.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;pre&gt;I hid myself from failure and fear
O my dear you&apos;re a threat to the bad in us all
They tell themselves that each word from your lips
Or the grace in your eyes overcomes any fall

Over the twilight you&apos;re listening for me
Darling, go to sleep
Cradled by moonlight, I&apos;m dreaming we&apos;ll be
Loved so deep

Floating and fighting, like a kite on a string
Till you cut through my tether and changed everything
From the sky you looked small, but I loved you the same
So I darted back quickly to spell out your name
And when they say that I&apos;m just a terrible kite
You&apos;ll tell them you&apos;re proud of my loveless flight

Don&apos;t hide yourself inside till I&apos;m old
O my dear you&apos;re a threat to the bad we all see
I&apos;m beside myself for the touch of your lips
Or the grace of your eyes that can see good in me

Over the twilight you&apos;re listening for me
Darling, go to sleep
Cradled by moonlight, I&apos;m dreaming we&apos;ll be
Loved so deep

Floating and fighting, like a kite on a string
Till you cut through my tether and changed everything
From the sky you looked small, but I loved you the same
So I darted back quickly to spell out your name
And when they say that I&apos;m just a terrible kite
You&apos;ll tell them you&apos;re proud of my loveless flight
&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;pre&gt;-copeland.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;pre&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Mar 2005 06:12:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Check it.</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 27 Feb 2005 23:47:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>plea</title>
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  <description>Sara, im praying for you still right now. I have not been able to think of anything else. Nikki, and you. I will be seeing you tomorrow and if the hospital people dont let me in, im running in. I dont even know how to express how i feel right now. i have lit candles, and have gotten groups to pray. You dont know how much you have influenced my life, and how important you are. NIKKI, we really never have talked much, but im praying so much for you too. Like i said, I dont even know what i feel. Somewhat destroyed, and scared. Another tragedy like this..  You are all going to make it.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 27 Feb 2005 21:47:44 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>please God</title>
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  <description>SARA IM PRAYING FOR YOU RIGHT NOW, AND AT EVERY MOMENT.&lt;br /&gt;NIKKI IM PRAYING FOR YOU TOO...&lt;br /&gt;AND ANYONE ELSE WHO WAS INVOLVED.&lt;br /&gt;IM GOING TO TRY TO VISIT YOU TOMORROW MORNING, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I SWEAR THAT IF ANYTHING MORE THAN SEVERE HAPPENS, I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO.&lt;br /&gt;IM SCARED, BUT IM STAYING STRONG FOR YOU.&lt;br /&gt;IM PRAYING FOR YOU, FOR HIM TO PROTECT YOU ALL.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Feb 2005 03:30:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i thought it was a joke</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;There&apos;s another world inside of me &lt;br&gt;That you may never see&lt;br&gt;There&apos;re secrets in this life&lt;br&gt;That I can&apos;t hide&lt;br&gt;Somewhere in this darkness&lt;br&gt;There&apos;s a light that I can&apos;t find&lt;br&gt;Maybe it&apos;s too far away...&lt;br&gt;Maybe I&apos;m just blind...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Maybe I&apos;m just blind...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So hold me when I&apos;m here&lt;br&gt;Right me when I&apos;m wrong&lt;br&gt;Hold me when I&apos;m scared&lt;br&gt;And love me when I&apos;m gone&lt;br&gt;Everything I am&lt;br&gt;And everything in me&lt;br&gt;Wants to be the one&lt;br&gt;You wanted me to be&lt;br&gt;I&apos;ll never let you down&lt;br&gt;Even if I could &lt;br&gt;I&apos;d give up everything&lt;br&gt;If only for your good&lt;br&gt;So hold me when I&apos;m here&lt;br&gt;Right me when I&apos;m wrong&lt;br&gt;You can hold me when I&apos;m scared&lt;br&gt;You won&apos;t always be there&lt;br&gt;So love me when I&apos;m gone&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Love me when I&apos;m gone...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;When your education x-ray &lt;br&gt;Can not see under my skin&lt;br&gt;I won&apos;t tell you a damn thing &lt;br&gt;That I could not tell my friends&lt;br&gt;Roaming through this darkness&lt;br&gt;I&apos;m alive but I&apos;m alone&lt;br&gt;Part of me is fighting this&lt;br&gt;But part of me is gone&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Maybe I&apos;m just blind...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Love me when I&apos;m gone...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Love me when I&apos;m gone&lt;br&gt;When I&apos;m Gone&lt;br&gt;When I&apos;m Gone&lt;br&gt;When I&apos;m Gone&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 02 Feb 2005 22:28:39 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>marshmellow fluff</title>
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;7&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;7&quot;&gt;yaaaaay.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://solstice.vtc.vsc.edu/~jharvey/card/heart/heart.gif&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;Katherine &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 21 Jan 2005 23:53:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>taken from: aint_love_grand</title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 14 Jan 2005 01:22:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>do you even know you met me</title>
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&lt;p&gt;It really has been a long while since I&apos;ve updated. I&apos;ve been trying to get away from all the stress and such, and all this decision-making. Jeopardizing my school year and all. You know how it is.. I&apos;m not in school right now. Kind of stuck in between. And I am quite bored because I rather not go out since I feel I do not deserve to. No one is going out anyway since It has been school nights. It feels so strange to be, somewhat, stuck. I spent today reading a Stephen King book I had been reading a little while before the accident. It really is a great book. &quot;Bag of Bones&quot; Then I curled up and listened to this marvelous CD I made awhile ago. Repeating From Autumn to Ashes various times. I was woken up this morning at 7:30, due to this reaction I get when someone turns off the air conditioning while I am asleep. My body does not seem to conform to it well. And I get this sniffy, hard-to-breathe feeling. I have this annoying sore throat, and I feel tired but the kind of tired you feel that you can&apos;t even sleep. I just have these all over rare feelings revolving around me. Scared, nervous, anxious, unworthiness. I just want to be settled. My sister keeps telling me my room is ready... And My dad arrived today to deal with all this and see how things work out. I won&apos;t be able to bring much stuff moving over there. But what can you do? Everyone is asking me where am I going to end up, etc. I really have no answer to that. All I can do is hope for the best. OH yeah.. Tomorrow 7:30AM, blood tests because I have another surgery. This will be the sixth one. More fucking anesthesia. Andat 10:30AM I must pick up my nex x-rays. &lt;strong&gt;Hope for the best..&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
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  <lj:music>future leaders of america - let me out</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 28 Dec 2004 02:19:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>breakaway, far away, payback time</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Help me if you can&lt;br&gt;It&apos;s just that this, this is not the way I&apos;m wired&lt;br&gt;So could you please,&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Help me understand why&lt;br&gt;You&apos;ve given in to all these&lt;br&gt;Reckless dark desires&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You&apos;re lying to yourself again&lt;br&gt;Suicidal imbecile&lt;br&gt;Think about it, put it on the faultline&lt;br&gt;What&apos;ll it take to get it through to you precious&lt;br&gt;Over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this&lt;br&gt;Such a mess. I don&apos;t want to watch you.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time&lt;br&gt;What&apos;s your rush now, everyone will have his day to die&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence&lt;br&gt;Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all its decadence&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Lying through your teeth again&lt;br&gt;Suicidal imbecile&lt;br&gt;Think about it, put it on the fautline&lt;br&gt;What&apos;ll it take to get it through to you precious&lt;br&gt;Go with this, why do you wanna throw it away like this&lt;br&gt;Such a mess, I don&apos;t wanna watch you...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time&lt;br&gt;What&apos;s your rush now, everyone will have his day to die&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;4&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;They were right about you&lt;br&gt;They were right about you&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Lying to my face again&lt;br&gt;Suicidal imbecile&lt;br&gt;Think about it put it on the fautline&lt;br&gt;What&apos;ll it take to get it through to you precious&lt;br&gt;Over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this&lt;br&gt;Such a mess, Coalesce, Coalesce&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time&lt;br&gt;What&apos;s your hurry, everyone will have his day to die&lt;br&gt;If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere,&lt;br&gt;Do it somewhere far away from here&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;fuckkkkk you alright. im turnin tables and what goes up has to come downnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. oh hell yes.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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  <lj:music>its your day to die</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>anxious</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 27 Dec 2004 06:14:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>weird, so true</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 25 Dec 2004 05:00:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>coloured lights</title>
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  <description>Merry Xmas Eve to all of you.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:43:39 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>untitled</title>
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  <description>JUST CANNOT PUT IT BEHIND ME&lt;br /&gt;JUST CANT ALRIGHT?&lt;br /&gt;IT WILL STAY FOREVER IMPRINTED &lt;br /&gt;FOREVER TATOOTED IN MY SKIN&lt;br /&gt;AND STICTCHES JUST WON&apos;T CUT IT THIS TIME&lt;br /&gt;THROW IT ALL AWAY&lt;br /&gt;CUT IT ALL OUT&lt;br /&gt;THERE IS JUST NO REPAIR&lt;br /&gt;NO HEALING&lt;br /&gt;ITS ALL OPEN AND RUINED&lt;br /&gt;THERE IS NO GOING BACK&lt;br /&gt;NO RETURNS&lt;br /&gt;NO SECOND CHANCES&lt;br /&gt;NOTHING&lt;br /&gt;FOREVER&lt;br /&gt;FOREVER</description>
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  <lj:music>mr.brightside - the killers</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>contemplative</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 22 Dec 2004 22:53:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Come on, you know you think youre hot shit</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://tinypic.com/ym5j6&quot;&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/community/__________bitch/&quot;&gt;http://www.livejournal.com/community/__________bitch/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;5&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;Think youve got what it takes?&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;5&quot;&gt;...Probably not.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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  <pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2004 06:16:10 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Sailing softly throughout what you would call, a broken alley.&lt;br /&gt;and there is nothing left besides what we lost.&lt;br /&gt;but who is we  anyway.&lt;br /&gt;its all alone, the new fad.&lt;br /&gt;its going solo.&lt;br /&gt;you would kill for this&lt;br /&gt;just a little bit&lt;br /&gt;just a little bit&lt;br /&gt;you would..&lt;br /&gt;wouldnt you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;katherine, i can tell when the words come right off the top of your head. cause they are so disorganized but in some way make sense.&lt;br /&gt;Ha ha. ya okay.</description>
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  <lj:music>Existentialism on prom night - straylight run</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 15 Dec 2004 03:39:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Untitled</title>
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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;I couldn&apos;t tell you why she felt that way, &lt;br&gt;She felt it everyday.&lt;br&gt;And I couldn&apos;t help her, &lt;br&gt;I just watched her make the same mistakes again.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;What&apos;s wrong, what&apos;s wrong now?&lt;br&gt;Too many, too many problems.&lt;br&gt;Don&apos;t know where she belongs, where she belongs.&lt;br&gt;She wants to go home, but nobody&apos;s home.&lt;br&gt;It&apos;s where she lies, broken inside.&lt;br&gt;With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.&lt;br&gt;Broken inside.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.&lt;br&gt;You&apos;ve been rejected, and now you can&apos;t find what you left behind.&lt;br&gt;Be strong, be strong now.&lt;br&gt;Too many, too many problems.&lt;br&gt;Don&apos;t know where she belongs, where she belongs.&lt;br&gt;She wants to go home, but nobody&apos;s home.&lt;br&gt;It&apos;s where she lies, broken inside.&lt;br&gt;With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.&lt;br&gt;Broken inside.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Her feelings she hides.&lt;br&gt;Her dreams she can&apos;t find.&lt;br&gt;She&apos;s losing her mind.&lt;br&gt;She&apos;s fallen behind.&lt;br&gt;She can&apos;t find her place.&lt;br&gt;She&apos;s losing her faith.&lt;br&gt;She&apos;s fallen from grace.&lt;br&gt;She&apos;s all over the place.&lt;br&gt;Yeah,oh&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;She wants to go home, but nobody&apos;s home.&lt;br&gt;It&apos;s where she lies, broken inside.&lt;br&gt;With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.&lt;br&gt;Broken inside.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 04 Dec 2004 20:31:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Freshwater Life</title>
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  <lj:music>boys don&apos;t cry - the cure</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>bored</lj:mood>
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